This may not be new to any of you and you are probably two steps ahead of me but I wanted to share my most recent experience.
Like all Harris County Employees, I received my letter from Aetna informing me of the dissolving of agreements between Kelsey-Seybold and Harris County. I had been using the services of KS for 15 years and was terrified to go through the process of finding new physicians. I dreaded the entire process. I felt I had a good relationship with my doctors and had so much anxiety about this change. Now before you start judging me over the "issues" I was experiencing please understand that I still struggle with change and especially major change. Even after all this time, anything disrupting my routine causes turmoil within. Crazy? Maybe, but it is my crazy.
Anyway, back to why I am here.